Friday, September 18, 2009
Hi All my friends...
Long time since I have blog. Last time I used to blog over at Xanga. But my xanga blog is now set to private. Only for my memories. As people who r close to me will know how bad my memory can be ya? So sometimes I do tend to offend ppl cos i tend to forget things too easily. But I really don't do it on purpose.
Just one incident it turn me to become like that. Oh well.. It's the past.
Very often my emotions is so great it take over my logic. Hmmm...I guess girls are always girls ba. It's not that sometimes we are not logical or unreasonable. The thing is.. Our impact on emotions is SO great.. we can't control it & it lets us get carried away quite easily. And by the time we can control it and see things..Too late le....
Many times. I wish I can be more firm. Sometimes I think to myself alone at night. "I am quite a logical person. How can I make such mistakes again and again?"
I am aware of what I want in my life. For rs, for friendships, for career. I am quite clear of what I want.
So.. I think to be able to curb one's emotions is indeed not an easy task at all.
My main priority in life I won't forget it. But now. This priority I know I can't fufill it nor focus too much as I want to anymore. My studies shall be my prority from now on. And I will remind myself every single day about it.
Hmm... to all my friends. 1st of all. Realli. Thank you for always being there whenever I am down. I know sometimes I can be so quick-tempered...being late...being unreasonable..always having this "da xiao jie" temper. And I know I am like a tape-recorder..always rewind and forward. Repeating e same thing again & again & again....Always repeat telecast... Lolx. I know you all sometimes hear my stories can memorize/fall asleep wan...Lolx. And also, sometimes I always nag is... For your own good !! LOL LOL LOL
I feel very blessed that I hv such great friends like all of you. You all know who you all are. I don't have many close friends. But I am glad to know you all. Always making effort to make me feel comfortable. Going the extra mile so that I won't be angry and be happier.
Again & again, I let you all down. I fell many times. And as many times as I have fallen down, you're all there.
Thank you very much.
Hmm....I guess, why my rs are always so hard is also because e way I am.
I guess even e best guy also can't stand me le...hahaha....
It's a long entry .... gotta Slp liao .........................................
zzzzz
9/18/2009 06:27:00 AM
